I found a place, so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel clam, I belong. I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing
It's the best feeling
Greetings to you, I'm Kerin and I'm a human from somewhere on Earth
I'm a soon-to-be 15 year old on 9th December Whisper here
Thank you.6.26.2010
Today after Sergeant camp, Me wanwai and jingyi went to church as ms vivien came to fetch us, rhonda, christina, jiaying and the 19th coy girls.
Before we reach church, we went to eat chicken rice for lunch.
Wanwai and jingyi made me and rhonda laugh like mad,, but jingyi say is my face make her laugh.
Must be because i look like a clown.
Then we eat for too long and going to be late for service already, so we hurrily chiong to church.
By the time we reach church the service already like 5more mins jiu start liao, and wanwai wanted to change to the I ♥ Cambodia t-shirt cos her company tee too small and tight. But jingyi and i don wan then when wanwai ask me wan change or not i ask jingyi instead, then she become anrgy cause i say no also. At first i dunno the real reason why she angry at me only la so i felt unfair and angry too because it's not only me that don't wanna wear, jingyi also don wanna wear whad.
But during worship and sermon, Sister Wanping said something that really touch me. It's like I didn't really listen very carefully about anything la. But got one particular phrase that made me forget about everything between me and wanwai. She said "Don't let anything affect you." That phrase hor... it's like it really shoot inside my ears and it was really loud and clear. And then I felt that it was God speaking to me. so i let everything go, and just hope that wanwai would talk to me again.
Then when i reach home, wanwai called me and we talked about today.
Let's restart from the beginning.
The reason why she was angry at me is because when she asked ME a question, i ask another person that question instead of replying her. Then i felt really stupid of myself LOL.
And during worship, Jingyi told me that wanwai wanna change seats become jingyi sit in the middle between us cos wanwai don wanna sit with me. At that time i became more angry luh lol.
Then after worship songs we went back to our seats and wanwai suddenly say she don wanna chnage anymore. Then i dunno why luh. i thought she think very troublesome.
but just now on the phone she told me that it's because halfway through worship, she felt God tell her to relent me and told her not to bear a grudge against me. So that's why she decided not to change seats, decided to forgive me, and be friends again haha.